in times like these,
it's either getting all the attention you ever wanted
all at one go
and the next second,
it's all gone, a glass completely empty

i'm having mixed feelings about you
yet i know you'd just play with my feelings
so i should just be playing along
but all that dissatisfaction from life
i need to rant it somewhere

I feel like i have no friends, even my bestie's busy
not at all, zero i'm serious.
now it's no one to talk to
i ask myself: why
am i really that hated, unwanted?

then it daunts on me.
maybe God wants me to feel
His presence with me
to know that no matter what
even during times like these

He's always there with me
forever and ever more
that my one and only friend
who sticks by me through it all
is Him. I'm never lonely

But somehow i still feel lonely.
and that i'm only here with my enemies.
my homework, constant piles never subsiding
i should just close my eyes and pray
to really think and feel His presence..